John 4: 23 Yet time is coming and has now come when true worshipers worship Him in spirit n in truth, for they are the kind of worshipers the Father seeks

John 13 : 34-35 '' A New command I give u: Love one another as I have loved u, so u must love one another

By this all men will know you are my disciples if u love one another

1 John 5 : 11-12 And this is the testimony: God has given us eternal life & life is in the Son

He who has the Son has life, he who does not have the Son of God does not have life.

Proverbs 3 : 5-6 Trust in the Lord with all your heart & lean not on your own understanding.

In all your ways acknowledge him and he will make your path straight

Matthew 6 : 33 But seek first his kingdom n his rightousness and all these things will be given to you

*here comes the long one. * lets see i could rmbr this correctly. wakakaka

Philipians 3 : 13-14 ``Brothers, I have not consider myself taken hold of it . But 1 thing I do : Forgetting what is behind n look what is ahead

I press on towards the goal and win the prize which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus.

Philipians 4 :13 I can do all things through Him who gives me strength =)

YES YES !! I managed to memorize all these in 2 hours.
hahahah !! whee

Last night I watched this korean movie called '' The way home''
* wahh, its darn touching i tell u. *

Its about a mother n her son. The dad got divorced them n mum had to move out n go back to grandma`s place at some hill side n the mum had 2 leave her son with grandma.

then the story begins.. It showed the sacrifices of her grandma just to get the things that her grandson wants.. The kid treated her like she was nobody.

O yeah ! thE grandma is dumb as in cannot speak and hunched back . . kesiannya.

The boy didnt liked almost everything about the place n things that they had to live with ...
n its a good story basically. .

then I slept about 1 something last night cuz of that movie.
hahaha.. =P

i woke up around 7 30 this morning to prepare to go to church . =)

i tink thatz all for now.
~out ~ ( johnson )
with love n care..

P/S : onE of my good fren is back from austria ! whee. !~ good to have him back for awhile but sadly gonna see him twice on every sunday okayy. thatz kinda messed up. . .
I think he lost his sense of humour , he come back like so quiet n doesnt talk much like last time.
* I wonder what has aussies has done to him * or mayb he has disconnected us n loves his aussie frens only ..
o well..
just happy 2 see him once again after like 6 m0nths or so??.

^^ cheers bro =)

You & I Collide

Love..

Love represents a range of human emotions and experiences related to the senses of affection and sexual attraction The word love can refer to a variety of different feelings, states, and attitudes, ranging from generic pleasure to intense interpersonal attraction. This diversity of meanings, combined with the complexity of the feelings involved, makes love unusually difficult to consistently define, even compared to other emotional states.

As an abstract concept love usually refers to a strong, ineffable feeling towards another person. Even this limited conception of love, however, encompasses a wealth of different feelings, from the passionate desire and intimacy of romantic love to the nonsexual. Love in its various forms acts as a major facilitator of interpersonal relationships and, owing to its central psychological importance, is one of the most common themes in the creative arts.

Christian View

The Christian understanding is that love comes from God. The love of man and woman, eros in Greek, and the unselfish love of others, agape, are often contrasted as 'ascending' and 'descending' love, respectively, but are ultimately the same thing.

There are several Greek words for Love that are regularly referred to in Christian circles.
Agape - In the New Testament, agapē is charitable, selfless, altruistic, and unconditional. It is parental love seen as creating goodness in the world, it is the way God is seen to love humanity, and it is seen as the kind of love that Christians aspire to have for one another.

Phileo - Also used in the New Testament, Phileo is a human response to something that is found to be delightful. Also known as "brotherly love".

Two other words for love in the Greek language -- Eros (sexual love) and storge (needy child-to-parent love) were never used in the New Testament.
Christians believe that to Love God with all your heart, mind, and strength and Love your neighbor as yourself are the two most important things in life (the greatest commandment of the Jewish Torah, according to Jesus - c.f. Gospel of Mark chapter 12, verses 28-34). Saint Augustine summarized this when he wrote "Love God, and do as thou wilt".

Paul the Apostle glorified love as the most important virtue of all. Describing love in the famous poem in 1 Corinthians he wrote, "Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, and always perseveres." - 1 Cor. 13:4-7 (NIV)

John the Apostle wrote, "For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but to save the world through him. Whoever believes in him is not condemned, but whoever does not believe stands condemned already because he has not believed in the name of God's one and only Son." - John 3:16-18 (NIV)

John also wrote, "Dear friends, let us love one another for love comes from God. Everyone who loves has been born of God and knows God. Whoever does not love does not know God, because God is love." - 1 John 4:7-8 (NIV)

Saint Augustine says that one must be able to decipher the difference between love and lust. Lust, according to Saint Augustine, is an over indulgence, but to love and be loved is what he has sought for his entire life. He even says, “I was in love with love.” Finally, he does fall in love and is loved back, by God. Saint Augustine says the only one who can love you truly and fully is God, because love with a human only allows for flaws such as, “jealousy, suspicion, fear, anger, and contention.” According to Saint Augustine to love God is “to attain the peace which is yours.” (Saint Augustine Confessions)

Christian theologians see God as the source of love, which is mirrored in humans and their own loving relationships. Influential Christian theologian C.S. Lewis wrote a book called The Four Loves.

Benedict XVI wrote his first encyclical on God is love. He said that a human being, created in the image of God who is love, is able to practice love: to give himself to God and others (agape), by receiving and experiencing God's love in contemplation (eros). This life of love, according to him, is the life of the saints such as Teresa of Calcutta and the Blessed Virgin Mary, and is the direction Christians take when they believe that God loves them

Islamic n Arabic views on love

In a sense, love does encompass the Islamic view of life as universal brotherhood which applies to all who hold the faith. There are no direct references stating that God is love, but amongst the 99 names of God (Allah), there is the name Al-Wadud or 'the Loving One', which is found in Surah 11:90 as well as Surah 85:14. It refers to God as being "full of loving kindness". In Islam, love is more often than not used as an incentive for sinners to aspire to be as worthy of God's love as they may. One still has God's love, but how the person evaluates his own worth is to his own and God's own counsel. All who hold the faith have God's love, but to what degree or effort he has pleased God depends on the individual itself.

*Feeling abit weird today posting up this sorta stuff..* haha.. I dont think the readers will read the whole thing tho.. * haha

I`m out .. -johnson- !Hugs n kisses ~

lovey dovey

Ipost this just to show it to a person. and u know its u . so dont think of anyone else i`m writting it to . * paisehh**

Girl : Do I cross your mind?

Boy: No!

Girl : Do u like me?

Boy : No!

Girl : Do u want me?.

Boy: No!

Girl : Would u cry if i left?

Boy : No!

Girl : Would u live for me?

Boy : No!

Girl : Would u do anything for me?

Boy : No !

Girl : choose --- me or your life?

Boy : My life !

*The girl run away heartbroken, sobbing n the guy goes after her n tell the truth*

The reason why u nvr cross my mind bcuz your always on my nind

The reason why I dont like u becuz I love u

The reason why I dont want you cuz I need you

The reason I wouldnt cry if u left bcuz I would die if u leave

The reason why I woulnt live for u cuz I would die for u

The reason why I am not willing to do anything for u cuz I would do everything for u

And tHe reason why I choose my life cuz You Are My life =)

Careless I tell You

I forgot 2 mention abt something that happened yesterday in yesterday`s blog.

so I`m gonna say it now.

=)

After I arrive coll yesterday morning

I decided 2 walk 2 the bank around SS 15

to check on my balance

As I entered the bank, I couldnt believe what I saw on the floor.

Evidence of the witnessed incident

I thought it was chocs. haha.. I didnt want to snap the photos too close cuz I scared ppl think I siao de.. hahaha.. so obvious somebody got robbed in the mid of night. Now I`m nt sure to go bank in the evening ad. takut siall..

Anywayy.. This morning I woke up around 7 30 a.m hahaha.. I slept at 2 a.m . still I`m awake as usual keke.. From then on I was online till now. ( Time: 2 20 p.m)

I had lunch . N I broke a plate. something was bothering my mind that time. CARELESSNYAA !

well. Got ntg else 2 post ad.

I`m out -Johnson- With lOve n care !~ =)

Yesterday`s a history, tomorrow is a mystery and today is a gift. and That is why its called present .

Hola ppl ! ~
=)
Currently: watching spiderman 3.
emotion: Felt like crying when I watched it.
so sad . esp the part henry died n aunty told the story of her love life.

ANYWAYY , lets see .

Today . I went to coll by bus today =(
cuz daddy went 2 airport to pick up uncle from far far land.
haha..

Continue*

I toke Metro bus 2 coll.
arrive around 8 15?.
I did my devotional time while the campus was quiet. hehe..
after about half an hour

9 a.m-10 something : played bball with fren`s bball. . .
till about 12?. hahahaha

12-1p.m: toke a rest. dead tired.
hahaha,,.

1-3p.m : ICF
3-5p.m: resume with the basketball.. hahaha..
5- 6 something: I waited around. chit chatted with frens. n headed home with a migraine. huhuhuhu.

6-10 p.m : Reached home. n jumped into the bed. slept like a pig. cuz of headache.
10 somehting had dinner.

and got on9 till noww.
I dun think i be able to sleep lor.
~shighs~

had choc jz nw.
Belgian choc. yumm.. vv sweet. nt good to eat too much i felt . so i toke a piece only .haha

I gotta go anywayy.
cuz I g0t ntg else to blog ad
haha..
=P

-out-
*johnson*
with love n care.
cheers !~

prove me wrong

I was thinking should I put the title of the post irrelevant to the content of the post, probably the title of the post will be my feeling of the day..

hehe. creative right? mayb I`ll do that .. awesome.

well.. lets see today. hmm..

*flash backk*

today was boring. hahaha. Went to coll, first lesson of the day is Malaysian Studies. OMG ! BORING ! hahaha...

after malaysian studies. I had ENL TEST !! grrhh.. darn test. I totally forgotten about it. or mayb i didnt knw anything abt it cuz I was sick badly n couldnt attend class. But somehow, the darn lecturer dont freakin seem to believe the words from my word. N was totally freaking rude to me like the hell I CARE !

I nvr DO ANYTHING TO HER N YET SHE DIDNT LIKE ME ! ITS NT LIKE I WANT TO SKIP THAT STUPID CLASS ! SCREW THAT ! *woosahh* calmm downn

Anyway, after that had CSC class. yet another boring class in com lab that has alot of dangerous mosquitos that freaks me out cuz I had dengue

I left the class as early I could cuz I couldnt resist the boredom.

hahaha..

I lepaked around OASIS with ICF frens. had Ramly`s burger

wakakaka.. 2 burgers in a week ! * DIE OF CARDIAC PROBS WEII ! * lol ! mustnt eat burger for 2 weeks or so ad.

hahaha...

however, I stayed, had nap n chit chatted in OASIS from 2-4 something.

Later on, I left OASIS n met up with some frens n headed to pyramid for movie that I was desperately wanted to watch.

XD

movie was at 5 I guess? was a good movie ! hahaha. from beginner till the end was laughter all the way . can u imagine how painful the jaw n yr stomach suffer from laughters. but I liked it tho.

hehe !

The movie ended about 6 45 I thinkk? haha..

well. We looked around n walked around looking for dinner

hehe...

n we ended up in Kenny Rogers n I was like I GOT NO $$ !! and THEY DIDNT ALLOW ME NOT TO EAT ! so someone had 2 pay 4 the share cuz I shared with a friend n now I`m in debt with ppl noww ! huhuh T.T

while we were waiting for dinner 2 be served. we toke random pic. haha

ET: 7-8 something?

*dahahahaha*

We left after dinner n departed to their respective homes n now here I am online.. hahaha

I missed my dance class tho. yesterday was fun but my body ache like old man after that . hahahha..

I gotta go. -Out- *johnson*

fun day

well..
lets see
Today I went coll late again.
I went toke care of some stuff
then had no transport to coll.
so I had to walk
from 3K to coll
hahahahaa
the weather wasnt that bad
so was okay

I reached coll. I was dead tired n sleepy.
I had no m00d at all.
wakaka..
after college, lepak around . that time was abt 2 p.m
till abt 4 only i remembered I g0tta c0llect a cheque
so, i quickly rush to grab the letter fr0m bag I ran like dead guy cuz I was sleepy n tired.
LOL

Anyway. I waited around , played bball . lepak with CF ppl in coll n in OASIS
o yeahh
I learnt something new today from Anitah n Kylie..
They had ping pong table in the Oasis building.
so I played with ping pong.
I was like '' ERR
HOW TO CONTROLL n hit without too much power otherwise it spoils the game !''

After about half an hour or so only I managed to like control my strength to hit the ball but gotta work at aiming.
hahaha
I enjoyed basically.

WE got Bored, we played a game while playing ping pong.
We had to come up with names before hitting the ball .

Names like brand names, fruits. animals and foods .
best part was .

While we were playing the Fruits game thinggy. WE toke turns to hit the ball n was able to maintain the ball around the table. but when came to my turn after several rounds.
I got stuck with coming up with a fruit name. So I said PORK ! without realizing it. hahahahaha
everyone around the table drop down laughing hard . I did too..
I was like MALUNYA !!

There were 4 of us playing ping pong.
1: Anitah
2: David
3: Kylie
4: me.

Josh n christine was playing the guitar noisyly as the background
so u can imagine the atmosphere like . *hehe
it was happening at that time

I enjoyed the game n fellowship much
hahaha..
g00d thing I found these dudes n leng luis
wakakaka.. =P

I left the place about 6 p.m
Reached home
first thing online.
till now 11 40 . wakaka
but in between I went 2 gym lahh

I was dead tired while dancing .
no energy to move.
i st00d around like wood
hahahaha

Well, I think it`s time to go off.
i`m tired.
n my hands had difficulty holding things .
its like g0nna have cramps like dat
haha*

Anyway
i`m out
-johnson-
with love n care
tata
God bless ~!

Today's Inspirational Quote:

"If you want to be successful, it's just this simple: Know what you're doing. Love what you're doing. And believe in what you're doing."
-- Will Rogers


Quotes :

"The best things in life are seen in dreams"

"The happiest of people don't necessary have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way"

"Don't ever frown because you never know who is falling in love with your smile!"

"A friend is someone that will come and bail you outa jail but a best friend is someone that will be sitting right next to you saying that was freakin awesome!"

"Life isn't measured by the breaths you take but by the things that take your breath away"

"Friends are like stars, you can't always see them but you know that they are always there."

"I'd rather be hated for who I am, than loved who I'm not."

These are all famous quotes and some from famous people..and famous or not.. I have my quote of the day:When life comes around and bite you......BITE IT BACK!! For you are in control of life but not life over you!!


SORRY JOSH I HAD 2 CURI THIS FROM YOU !
I find it quite meaningful n I lazy 2 find `em online.
wakakaka
sincere apology. I hope u dun mind
hehe



Favorite Famous Quotes #3
'Would you tell me, please, which way I ought to go from here?''That depends a good deal on where you want to get to,' said the Cat.'I don't much care where --' said Alice.'Then it doesn't matter which way you go,' said the Cat.'--so long as I get somewhere,' Alice added as an explanation.
Lewis Carroll, Alice's Adventures in Wonderland


Favorite Famous Quotes #4
An eye for eye only ends up making the whole world blind.
M.K. Gandhi


Favorite Famous Quotes #5
Whatever the mind can conceive and believe, the mind can achieve.
Dr. Napoleon Hill


Favorite Famous Quotes #6
Neither a lofty degree of intelligence nor imagination nor both together go to the making of genius. Love, love, love, that is the soul of genius.
Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart


Favorite Famous Quotes #7
You can have everything in life that you want if you just give enough other people what they want.
Zig Ziglar

Favorite Famous Quotes #8
Keep away from people who try to belittle your ambitions. Small people always do that, but the really great make you feel that you, too, can become great.
Mark Twain

Favorite Famous Quotes #9
Great works are performed, not by strength, but by perseverance.
Samuel Johnson


Favorite Famous Quotes #10
I made this letter longer than usual because I lack the time to make it short.
Blaise Pascal

Favorite Famous Quotes #11
Never worry about the size of your Christmas tree. In the eyes of children, they are all 30 feet tall.
Larry Wilde, The Merry Book of Christmas

Favorite Famous Quotes #12
Peace on earth will come to stay, When we live Christmas every day.
Helen Steiner Rice

I hope these quotations applicable in yr life
Out
wiT love n care
-johnson-

list of movies that I wanna watch

I dont know why I want 2 post this up. I just felt like doing it so.

List of Movies till December

1) Hancock
2) Wanted
3) Hellboy 2
4) Batman The Dark Knight
5) X-Files
6)Meet Dave
7) Deception
8) Harry Potter and The Half Blood Prince
9)Madagascar 2.
10) The Red Cliffe
11) Transporter 3 * dont know when coming out* lol
12) P.S I love You * random movie*
13) Pink Panther 2
14) Twlight

so Just keep up with the dates of these movie`s release date n book a day 2 watch together with me or something =D
keke..

Note: these movies will be coming out, some wont be released in Malaysia, that doesnt mean it dont exist. lol

3 in 1

heyyya...



itsss gooood 2 b backkkkkk



=P



anyway.



okay..







Friday( 20.06.08):

Okayy.. hmm.. I went 2 coll as usual. I couldnt play bball cuz I lost my bball. =( anyhow, I wasted my time by chit-chatting with sem 2 friends.. after that, about 1 p.m ? we went to have lunch. I ate my fav lemongrass food.. which I didnt eat for ages. I lost almost most of the taste in mouth due to sore throat.. It was horrible sore throat k?. T.T

had my lunch. about 1 15-1 20 I went meet up my exes gang of friends. It was ntg . went to noodle station . =S everything there so expensive so I didnt order anything just watch them eat n talked to them only lor..

Gosh, the plates were huge n i thought maybe i should come n tryout the noodles. it looked delicious. hahaha.. I left with them about 2 n headed to CF.

paiseh to enter cuz I was late. wakakaka... pastor was speaking about hopeless situations

CF ended about 2 30? haha.. then hanged out with joshua n andrew in the college player practise room.

then went to ac with both of them to yam cha with CF frens. it was butt heavy raining during that time k. hahaha. so we RAN for our lives. They dared me to run first.

so I did. ThanK God I didnt slip n fell. hahaa..

and there they are. sitting in big group. like big boss in 3 rows long table.



yam cha-ed ad. some of them like 5-6 went 2 pyramid 4 movie. we went our seperate ways. I headed back 2 coll. n waited 4 the Mr n Mrs Inti thingy 2 start.



As I waited, I helped them move s0me notice boards. but I was dead bored n alone. everyone else busy with their stuff. n was hungry too. that time was like 6 in the evening n i was feeling hungry. i amma FATTY !


hahaha..
the thingy started at 7 30/8 p.m n went on till about 12?

SORRY AH, no pic cuz I busy helping others taking pic. bt it was all good helping them =)


I left coll about 12 35 n went home about 12 45.WAIT ! before that WE HAD PHOTOGRAPH SESSIONS WITH THE MR INTI N MRS INTI PARTICIPANTS. THAT NIGHT EVEYRONE LOOKED LENG CHAI N LENG LUI. * actually they`re all time leng chais n leng lui* =P
then i headed home, I was dead tired n same time excited as the event was still fresh in my head.
went to bed about 1 15- 1 30a.m?
then come next day








SATURDAY:



well, saturday was quite a boring day. ahahaha.
I stayed home n studied . till late evening when I picked my younger bro up from tuition.
we headed to pyramid 2 get new shoes at about 8/8 30
we= me, mum n younger bro
we saw many different shoes. IT WAS HARD 2 DECIDE WHICH SHOE TO SHOE cuz its like one is cheap but design not nice.

the one one was like medium price but design not nice.

the other one was 299 but it was too white n mum was CANNOT ! very easy 2 dirty.

then I think my bro / mum pointed a Nike shoe, that shoe nice but cost 329

I thought, Hey its nice but EXPENSIVE ! hahaa


mum said, nvr mind, she`ll pay 100 n will pay extra for it after I paid 150 but she will deduct from the allowance.

so I thought OKAY LAH . ANYTHING ! cuz the shop was g0nna close ad.

( imagine how long it toke to choose the shoe I want) hahahahah

we bought the shoe.
nobody talked abt it . n went home continue 2 study.

this was the shoe I bought

Sunday 22.06.08

I woke up about 7. went online. Read blogs . and about 8 10 I went 2 shower n got ready 4 church . I left house at 8 30

8 40 I reached church. Had usual morning worship n sermon. to a shock, somebody brought cat. and I asked what is it for.

she replied for CG. and I was like okayy. one thing, i hate cats alot ! hahaha.. long story about it =P

I went for Youth service at about 1 30. the thing ended about 3 30-4 i guess. follow my fren`s vehicle home . reached home n TIDUR *zZzz.. * hahaha. about 6 30 I got up.

about 7 30 I came online n about 8 p.m here I am blogging my way 2 u all =D

now its about 9 10 p.m. after I gotta study.

so yeah, here I end. =) i was blogging this since this morning . 1 hour plus n I paused n continued after I return from church . so it toke quite long to blog all of these. too much time invested. hahaha..

okayy. i`m gonna end this while I`m eating my grapes. wakaka .. till next time I blog again.

tata ~johnson ~ *out*

Busy busy busy?

SATAN'S MEETING: (READ EVEN IF YOU ARE BUSY)Satan called a worldwide convention of demons. In his opening address he said,

'We can't keep Christians from going to church.'
'We can't keep them from reading their Bibles and knowing the truth.' 'We can't even keep them from forming an intimate relationship with their saviour.'
'Once they gain that connection with Jesus, our power over them is broken.'
'So let them go to their churches; let them have their covered dish dinners, BUT steal their time, so they don't have time to develop a relationship with Jesus Christ..'
'This is what I want you to do,' said the devil:

'Distract them from gaining hold of their Saviour and maintaining that vital connection throughout their day!'
'How shall we do this?' his demons shouted.

'Keep them busy in the non-essentials of life and invent innumerable schemes to occupy their minds,' he answered. 'Tempt them to spend, spend, spend, and borrow, borrow, borrow.'
'Persuade the wives to go to work for long hours and the husbands to work 6-7 days each week, 10-12 hours a day, so they can afford their empty lifestyles.'

'Keep them from spending time with their children.'

'As their families fragment, soon, their homes will offer no escape from the pressures of work!' 'Over-stimulate their minds so that they cannot hear that still, small voice.'

'Entice them to play the radio or cassette player whenever they drive.' To keep the TV, VCR, CDs and their PCs going constantly in their home and see to it that every store and restaurant in the world plays non-biblical music constantly.' 'This will jam their minds and break that union with Christ.'
'Fill the coffee tables with magazines and newspapers.'
'Pound their minds with the news 24 hours a day.' 'Invade their driving moments with billboards.'
'Flood their mailboxes with junk mail, mail order catalogs, sweepstakes, and every kind of newsletter and promotional offering free products, services and false hopes..'
'Keep skinny, beautiful models on the magazines and TV so their husbands will believe that outward beauty is what's important, and they'll become dissatisfied with their wives. '
'Keep the wives too tired to love their husbands at night.' 'Give them headaches too! '
'If they don't give their husbands the love they need, they will begin to look elsewhere.'
'That will fragment their families quickly!' 'Give them Santa Claus to distract them from teaching their children the real meaning of Christmas.'
'Give them an Easter bunny so they won't talk about his resurrection and power over sin and death.'
'Even in their recreation, let them be excessive.'
'Have them return from their recreation exhausted.' 'Keep them too busy to go out in nature and reflect on God's creation. Send them to amusement parks, sporting events, plays, concerts, and movies instead.' 'Keep them busy, busy, busy!'
'And when they meet for spiritual fellowship, involve them in gossip and small talk so that they leave with troubled consciences.' 'Crowd their lives with so many good causes they have no time to seek power from Jesus.'
'Soon they will be working in their own strength, sacrificing their health and family for the good of the cause.'
'It will work!' 'It will work!'
It was quite a plan!
The demons went eagerly to their assignments causing Christians everywhere to get busier and more rushed, going here and there.
Having little time for their God or their families.
Having no time to tell others about the power of Jesus to change lives.
I guess the question is, has the devil been successful in his schemes?
You be the judge!!!!!
Does 'BUSY' mean:

B-eing
U-nder
S-atan's
Y-oke?

You Always Be Part of Me.

heyyss people. guess what??!! God is real ! Remembered my previous blog I mentioned I got dengue, THANKFULLY its just MILD ones !!! I dont know how to say this but most of ppl got dengue ends up in hospital, but yet here I am, BLOGGING xD

I`m quite happy ! I OWE JESUS MY LIFE !! for keeping me alive ! ^^ THANK U JESUS ! YR THE REAL KING !
=))
however after 4-5 hours of activity, I feel tired very fast. but WHO CARES !, I need not to be admitted into hospital. thatz 100000000 times worse if i`m in hospital. =P I`ll probably be dead.

my blood count is better than ever. =D I`m FREE of disease !! THANK U LORD (infinite times i`m going to say this .) xD
wohooo !
lalalalala...

I got a new addiction of a song.
You always be my baby - David Cook.
check it out
^^

until then, tata
with love n care
(johnson)

Denggi/ dengue? i hate u !

yesterday i went 2 doc n had my blood sample . and this afternoon i went n toke the result when i got a call from clinic saying doc wants to see me, i arrived the clinic n registered then came the blood result, came to a shock , my platelet count was lower than usual. A normal person has 150 l/a , i had 135 l/a.

what`s l/a u may wonder. it is the SI unit for the platelet count thingy so dont ask me what it stands for, thatz what i saw in report. anyway,
during the consultation with doc, I gave my 2nd blood sample n might get it back tonight before 9 p.m . I really hope its ntg serious.
weird thing , i`m nt as sickly as others. i feel fine, except for my throat n lil itchy due to rash bt i`m fine.

HATE U CREATURE FROM HELL ! GRRH

till then. i`m out. tata (johnson)

BE GONE SATAN !

I have been suffering series of sickness . . First I had what I call 3 in 1 crap. last monday I got high fever, vomitting n migraine. It was hell, the migraine lasted first 2 days ! I went clinic nearby coll n recovered after 3-4 days. and then !

I got sore throat right the very next day which was friday. until now, I dying from it. I went clinic on sunday night n gotten meds for it .

AND TODAYY ! i got some rash came up while i was in class, n it looked serious . Dad n I went clinic at abt 7 p.m n worse part is doc say it doesnt look like allergic rash. Currently i pray that its nt chicken pox nonsense !!

huhuhu

anywayy. olympic hasnt start n my body is like having olympic fighting with stupid viruses !
darn tiring le !
sick !

i`m outta here
with love n care
*johnson* xoxo

2 a.m

yesterday night I watched THE MOST BORING MOVIE of all at h0me, abt police solving murder case at around 1960`s. . . Goodness, that movie is like showing the cops how useless they are, it toke dont know how long to capture the murderer, WAIT NO!, the killer was not known, but the suspected fat guy died of heart attack

Its a slow moving movie. I fell asleep at around 12-1 something. I think the suspected fella died after 8-10years. gosh, n he calls himself Zodiac when he writes to newspaper company that he`s abt to commit a murder

It was interesting at first, then i finally gave up in thinking who is the murderer is.
hahahaha. . . wasted few hours of my life ! =(

the following morning, which is this morning, I got up around 7 45 a.m. . I got ready 4 church n I was dead sleepy during church time. plus i`m having this terrible sore throat n w0ke up wr0ng side of the bed. .

During worship, my throat hurts, my neck hurts, my legs were weak. . I sat down after a 15 mins. I felt like old man..
huhuhuhu..

n came back from church around 4. . I toke a nap for 1 hour n now here I am !! haha.. =D
I suppose to be studying i guess i`ll do it tonight. I want go clinic le !
but mum n bro nt around n dad`s sleeping..
TERRIBLE !!
hu hu hu..

anywayy, I got ntg else to blog abt for today already.
i`m out
tata
with love n care
*johnson*
i miss those times where I belanja ppl in schl.
good n bad memories.
oh well..

the best gift

In November 2002, my daughter Julie got married on Florida beach as the sun rose over the Atlantic Ocean. As she and Ewing joined their lives together on that beautiful morning. I knew theirs would be a special marriage- one that God would honor
Here`s one reason I know that. The night before the wedding, as our 2 families got together for a pre-wedding celebration, I read a letter I had written to Ewing, thanking him for his godly character and imploring him to take care of my daughter. After I read the letter, I gave him a gift- actually a gift from Julie. It was a pledge card she had signed 8 years earlier, promising to stay sexually pure. Because she ad kept that vow, she went into her marriage with Ewing knowing that she had honored God out of obedience and love for Him. That, I knew was a vital component to starting out a marriage the way God wants it started

This is one of the undeniable elements of God`s will that is stated specifically in the Bible. How can we mistake these words: ''God`s will is for u to be holy so stay away from all sexual sin. {1 thessolonians 4:3) It takes some pretty fance word games to rationlaize that verse to mean anything but this: God wants us to be sexually pure


When we accept Jesus as a saviour, We commint ourselves to being set apart(santified) and dedicated to godly living. Our society fires anti-purity messages at us at lightning speed, but we dont have to give in Because the Holy Spirit dwells in us, we have the power to resist all temptation. We can answer God`s call to '' to live holy lives''{v7]

scaryy..

Wanna know what happened ??..
After my MPW class was cancelled, i went library till 10 20
went 4 ENL class, did essay on the spot n hand up, that was about 12 p.m?
yeahh..

The creepy stuff happens is this, my class was gonna go to com lab for CSC class which is in outside near Starbucks. I was walking with my friend to the lab, i reached there n realize, someone is missing.. so I thought he probably went n grab his lunch. so I continued using the com in the lab.

TIme flew fast, half an hour gone, the missing fren came back, but looking weird. like gotten bee stung or smtg like that, face had bruises n hair was messy, he went straight to the teacher n made a call, later I found out he made the call to police. so I figured ouT what might happened but I didnt dare to ask him , so I left him be cuz I didnt wanna get involved so I mind my own things.

I felt guilty so I tried asking the ones talking to him . and I thought to myself. Its expected but I didnt knw what to tell him.

It was a fight actually . *psst.. shall I post it here?* nah I dont think so... So, that`s all u can know. a serious fight among classmates n end up in police station. shhh. . friend`s privacy, musnt tell it out. Well, I pray that everything will turn out well. so yeahh


sshhh.. pretend u nvr hear it from me.
wakakaka..

In the Bible stated. We must love one another for He has loved us n died for us and He wants in return is love others n Love Him.

lalalala..
=P
I g2g.

tata
with love n care
-johnson-

*frustration *

GOSH ! I dont knw hw many times I diarrhea/ purged or whatever u call it today.. goodness, I personally feel its the best way to lose weight. I feel that I lost alot of weight since 2 days ago.

NoTe: Dont listen 2 me, i`m nt saying diarrhea is good way to lose weight, pls dont follow what I said, u wan lose weight, freeze walk or walk around the park is better way to lose weight ! =D

my fever has been better since 2 days ago. I`m nt that weak compared to that day. bt I still feel like vomitting. Doctor said its some viral infection that was transmitted by an infection person through air bourne. I know a girl in the class has the same symptoms that I have, so I guess I got it from her ! GERAMM !! she sick still want come to class ! then I kena pulak !

That Is why I avoided the one I saw n didnt say HI cuz I didnt want her to fall sick too. . . Thnk God there`s a clinic nearby college, I went n consult the doc n toke my meds yesterday n went home earlyy..

Now I feel much healthier although not fully recovered. I think its time for me to continue my heroin * in other words, my meds* hahaha . . . cuz I feel the temperature is rising. . .

I g2g n take my drugs.
will update the blog tmrw
=D
until then
tata
-with love n care-
( johnson)
=) cheerss ~~

omgness..

Last night I caught a migraine n weak body, when i finished my assignment n time to go bed..
I was shot down by a slight fever , each time i shivver , hell rages , I couldnt move my body. couldnt even get the blanket next to me. .

I yelled for help from my younger bro which he was downstairs watching wrestling Extreme Rules. I told him to grab a 2nd blanket from mum`s room which the blanket was like dipped into ice n brought back up n gave me the blanket

Note: its just a description abt how cold was the blanket. sue me if u dont get what I was trying to say xD

I straggled to sleep from 11 30 - about 12. I slept peacefully till the clock hit 2 -2.30 a.m
i couldnt sleep, i went downstairs to grab a glass of water n ended up watching wrestling cuz i couldnt sleep.
at abt 3.15, i went back up to try 2 sleep but failed . I walked around bathroom to bathroom to grab a towel to place it on my forehead but the water wasnt cold enough. I thought of using ice, but lazy 2 go down to grab ice cubes. so I ended up using the wet towel n placed it on my forehead.

Till about 4 a.m i gave up, I came down again n online for awhile. Somehow it helps with the headache so I decided to blog abt this n Here I am, blogging this crappy incident.
and I toke the thermometer to measure my temperature n it boiled down 39 celcius.
I was like, new RECORD !!

I drank too much water n now feel like puking.
sighs*
so , i need yr prayers . pray 4 me.
n still deciding to go for class or not.
I think i can ..
letz see how things go n rmbr.
keep me in yr prayers as I do too..

I stop for now. n trying 2 get some sleep.
angels & Jesus, pls tuck me into bed. . I feel so weak..
T.T

anywayy, i`m out
with love n care
*johnson*

omgness..

test test & more test

heyyzz
=D
its been few days i didnt blog.
miss me leh.
haha ..
anyway. today I had some test.
Thank God I didnt have two test in same day
cuz my brains will blow if that happens
ROFL.

anywayy...
while having test, lecturer helped us a lil on the board.
and I was like, hey unfair.
bt most of the things on the board I know ad.
I needed help for other simpler question
weird right.?
wakakaka...

I heard from my classmate of different section that the lecturer helped almost everything.
my heart sank
this is nonsense !!
ahaha...

anywayy, next week n this wed got comm law test and computer sci test
=S
i`ll be updating my blog so dun worry ^^
till den, more updates will be coming up.
so sit n wait as I do all the work.
wakakaka..

sayonara.
-out-
with love n care
*johnson†™*

sometimes i dont even know what I`m blogging..

Gooooooddddd morrrninngg ~!~

d room was freeezzinngg. I could hardly sleep. I slept at 2 a.m

woke up at 4 something to go my room to grab a blanket. and roll around on the floor , few mins later i fell back asleep..

the blanket wasn`t warm enough. I covered myself with 2 more smaller blanket. that`s all I could find cuz my bro n mum was using the bigger ones. I was struggling in other words.

anyhow, I officially woke up at around 8 cuz I heard my dad woke up so I thought it was time for coll n it isnt cuz its a saturday.. I couldnt go back 2 sleep so I wash up n headed downstairs.

and now I`m blogging my time away.. hahaha..

lol..

anywayy, d only thing that is in my mind is to watch this movie

hahahahahah. imagine fat guy kung fu-ing . lol.

call me kiddie if u want, cuz I still like cartoons at my age. it keeps things off my mind. . . and I dont think my family would want to go to cinema to watch a cartoon. . so its either I go alone or either any of u fellow love ones can give me a ring and we can all watch together. =))

hehehe... okayy. i wanna have my bfast n head off with my today`s activity.

-out- with love n care.

*johnson* P/S Jesus loves u. Tc~ ( dont get offended) I`m just being me . hehehe. tata ~~

precious moment

heyss.
=))

This morning was quite shocking cuz my dad offered to have breakfast with me..

Dad: '' heyy, u had yr bfast ad not?''
I replied '' nope, at home there`s ntg 2 eat''
Dad: '' oh, then let`s eat bfast some where near coll''
I was like '' oh okayy

=D

most of ppl could be ' ah, normal lah'
to me its different lorh
was quite happy.
hehehe..

after bfast, head to coll, played bball under hot sun..
I`m gonna be dark choc soon..
hahaha.
=P

now going to icf. so, will update this asap ya..
=D

tata,
-out-
with love n care
* johnson*

lyrics for one of my profile song

Who Am I lyrics===============
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You're

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the oceanA vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours

Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me

I am Yours
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear'
Cause I am Yours
I am Yours

few days back, I watched a famous jap drama called ''Sky of Love'' . . my gosh, i tell u, its darn touching n lovely story but its super sad too..

I mean u watch the drama then u`ll know what I`m talking about. . . hehe

On monday, I watched Ah Long Pte Ltd. its freaking funny !! abit the lame too actually. =P
oh yeahh , i watched sky of love on sunday nightt. Forgotten ad. its a sign !! of aging ! hahahaha...

seriously, today I was with fernie, yann huay, hui yin. jia tian n lee hong. I bummed into them at outside of library. I asked hui yin how was calculus. she said its ok. after that i think fernie started talking to the girls, i was listening 2 her .

Den came the lift. we went in, i asked back the same question to hui yin ''How was calculus''
she went '' you asked that just now n0t long ago'' i was like ehh i did??

I felt like hiding my face between my shirt n bang the door. super embarassing !! i got
alzheirmer disease ady. wakakaka..


At night, i went dance class. I danced horribly. probably cuz too tired.
and I still need to think of move to chereograph. huhuhu

anyway, itz late. i`m out
tata

with love, joy peace
(johnson)

misery steals the fun

heyzz, I have been wondering why recently I kept waking up late for everyday`s class. i mean later than usual. .
it is becuz my body is too tired 2 wake up or is it sick of facing daily life i asked myself. . .

anyhow, I didnt blog last night cuz I wasnt allowed to touch the com. I`ve been abusing the com eversince after spm.
wakakaka...

since i am in college now, i cant attach any photos, so I cant tell my story here.
until then, I`ll continue my blog in the near future..

-out-
*with love n care*
(johnson)

art of music

there are 2 songs in my current blog`s playlist.

d 2nd song is quite meaningful.
=D

singalong if u want xD

From The Inside Out
A thousand times I've failed
Still Your mercy remains And should I stumble againI'm caught in Your grace
EverlastingYour light will shine when all else fades
Never endingYour glory goes beyond all fameYour will above all else
My purpose remains
The art of losing myselfIn bringing You praiseEverlastingYour light will shine when all else fades
Never endingYour glory goes beyond all fame
In my heart and my soulLord I give You control
Consume me from the inside out
Lord let justice and praiseBecome my embrace
To love you from the inside out
Your will above all elseMy purpose remainsThe art of losing myselfIn bringing You praiseEverlastingYour light will shine when all else fades
Never endingYour glory goes beyond all fame
In my heart and my soulLord I give You controlConsume me from the inside out
Lord let justice and praiseBecome my embrace
To love you from the inside out
EverlastingYour light will shine when all else fades
Never endingYour glory goes beyond all fameAnd the cry of my heartIs to bring You praise
From the inside outLord my soul cries out
In my heart and my soulLord I give You control
Consume me from the inside out
Lord let justice and praiseBecome my embrace
To love you from the inside out(Repeat x2)

EverlastingYour light will shine when all else fadesNever endingYour glory goes beyond all fame
And the cry of my heartIs to bring You praise
From the inside outLord my soul cries out

In my life,
Be lifted high.In our world,Be lifted high.In our love,Be lifted high.

undecisive situation

I`m nt sure what time I slept last night, probably 12 30/1 a.m .

I woke up about 7 30 this morning where my class is suppose to start at 8 a.m. . . hahahaha !!! I quickly rush n bathed slowly n left the house about 7 55 or 8 and arrived to coll about 8 10. cuz of darn traffic...

I was late for class for first time. LOL !

8-10 a.m : was having class. comm law boring class.

10 a.m - 12.pm: break. was lepaking n studying in library. . .

12-1 p.m was class. computer class

1-2p.m: break

2-4p.m : was having intro class...

After class, I went to her class and asked my dear about the shirt I bought from hillsong that cost RM 45 ! she said, wahh so plain n expensive. I said the design is nice watt. . hehe* inside I was like bought liao what to do, must wear n its unique from all the shirts i have. . i wasnt angry or anything, just partially agree with her lor. . we left the classroom

we headed to the office. hang around . onlined. went cafeteria with a fren, makan

and got few stains on my shirt. I was darn embarrassed to walk around lor.. somehow, I manage to walk outside without feel embarassed lor. hahahaha. xD

anywayy, i got a call fr0m mum,saying that she`s in parade n wants me to walk to meet her up. so ngam ngam she going 2 her car, so i ma acc0mpany her lor, u knw lah SS15 darn dangerous.

Reached to her vehicle, got in, chatted, n she dropped me off to coll`s main gate. we went our own ways. i headed left , she turned right.

i continued walking till parade

met my mum n bro in MPH

we went to Word of Sports n Al-ikhsan to shop for shoes again.

n couldnt decide which to choose its either

• this
  
  
• 
  or

• and this

all has its Pros n Cons

aihh.dunn0 which to choose xD

anywayy, gtg. tata .

with love n care -johnson- ^^

a person beauty

lettzz see what happened today. .well, not much actually. hmmmmm. . .

I slept about 1 a.m n woke up about 8 todayy. got up, rushed 2 bathroom for a shower n put s0me random clothes on and zoomed off to a mamak nearby church area... (In desperation for breakfast) xD

anywayy, I attended church service at about 9 till 12 pm, had alof of fun when comes to sundays I somehow just like to be in the presence among my friends in church . XP

had lunch together in a group of 10 maybe in the mamak AGAIN ! see, how unhealthy is that ... HAHA...

and attended Youth service at about 1 30 - 4 p.m
during d service, I learnt many stuff...

it came to realize that I actually forgot about God made us beautiful cuz I kept saying myself ugly. and now I must always know every each of us is precious in His eyes

God created us the world and He created us human and He was happy for He has created each one of us beautiful..

I like this quotation
It goes like this ''a person`s beauty is judged by looking through the body and not at the body itself''

and its pretty true. I guess many have forgotten that God gave us a beautiful gift to us and yet people still dont appreciate them . cuz if they do, plastic surgeries wont be existing right now

No matter how ugly or pretty u say u are, Jesus still died on the cross for us to let us might continue living today for He so love His childrens , and every tear we cry is precious in His eyes. .

P/S forgive me for the randomness. I felt like saying what I felt inside to the readers, I hope there isn`t any readers is offended.

With love and care
-johnson-
*out*