Disappointment

I noticed recently I been thinking a lot abt the past and also recent situations, I teared so much.

At times I feel hopeless, a failure, burned many bridges, can't even build a normal relationship with the one I like.

I don't know how should I live on anymore 

Questionssss

Why does busy days feel so unfulfilling? Why does a heart that yearns so reluctant to connect? Why does kindness we practice seem so selfish at times? Why does some smile hides so much sadness? Why does dreamers only live reality? Why does change always feel the same? Why?

Individuality

Am I such a bad person ?

If only humans can read human's heart n mind.