Disappointment

I noticed recently I been thinking a lot abt the past and also recent situations, I teared so much.

At times I feel hopeless, a failure, burned many bridges, can't even build a normal relationship with the one I like.

I don't know how should I live on anymore 

Questionssss

Why does busy days feel so unfulfilling? Why does a heart that yearns so reluctant to connect? Why does kindness we practice seem so selfish at times? Why does some smile hides so much sadness? Why does dreamers only live reality? Why does change always feel the same? Why?

Individuality

Am I such a bad person ?

If only humans can read human's heart n mind.

Think before u do

Here are some facts.

When u leave or think of leaving someone, 

don't hope too much or don't be disappointed for him or her to see that u r changed or what yr going through

Next, just don't care abt yr ex partner thinks or do 

Lastly, just hope he or she has cancer n die. 

The greatest mistake

It's been haunting me since... At that time I thought I made the right choice without knowing I was completely wrong, mistake was I thought I could move on but no, I screwed up n this is my life punishment 

The last kiss we shared tasted like a wine
Sweet and bitter like our memories
And I long for you to come right back to me
Tomorrow the time will be the same as today
Nothing goes on in my heart except your memories
Where will you be and who will you think of

You were always gonna be my love and you should know
Even if I fall in love with somebody else
I'll remember to love you (taught me how)
You're always gonna be the one and for now
I'll still be singing this love song for somebody like you, 
My first love

Time after time
Baby I've tried to forget about our life together
But the memories are so, so hard to let go
Tomorrow the time will be the same as today
Trying to hold back the tears and thinking of you
All I want is to be with you once more

You will always be inside my heart
And you should know
That I wish I could have never let you go
I hope that I'll have a place in your heart too
Now and forever still the one and for now
I'll still be singing this love song for somebody like you, 
My first love

You were always gonna be my love and you should know
Even if I fall with somebody else
I'll remember to love you (taught me how)
You're always gonna be the one
I'll still be singing this love song for somebody like you, 
My first love

If only..

If only things handled more professionally, we would still be together...

Only if I was smarter about what to do about the situations last year, we would still be together..

If only I wasn't so hot headed....

It's all a too painful to bear, now I can feel
Numbness