Disappointment

I noticed recently I been thinking a lot abt the past and also recent situations, I teared so much.

At times I feel hopeless, a failure, burned many bridges, can't even build a normal relationship with the one I like.

I don't know how should I live on anymore 

Questionssss

Why does busy days feel so unfulfilling? Why does a heart that yearns so reluctant to connect? Why does kindness we practice seem so selfish at times? Why does some smile hides so much sadness? Why does dreamers only live reality? Why does change always feel the same? Why?

Individuality

Am I such a bad person ?

If only humans can read human's heart n mind.

Think before u do

Here are some facts.

When u leave or think of leaving someone, 

don't hope too much or don't be disappointed for him or her to see that u r changed or what yr going through

Next, just don't care abt yr ex partner thinks or do 

Lastly, just hope he or she has cancer n die. 

The greatest mistake

It's been haunting me since... At that time I thought I made the right choice without knowing I was completely wrong, mistake was I thought I could move on but no, I screwed up n this is my life punishment 

The last kiss we shared tasted like a wine
Sweet and bitter like our memories
And I long for you to come right back to me
Tomorrow the time will be the same as today
Nothing goes on in my heart except your memories
Where will you be and who will you think of

You were always gonna be my love and you should know
Even if I fall in love with somebody else
I'll remember to love you (taught me how)
You're always gonna be the one and for now
I'll still be singing this love song for somebody like you, 
My first love

Time after time
Baby I've tried to forget about our life together
But the memories are so, so hard to let go
Tomorrow the time will be the same as today
Trying to hold back the tears and thinking of you
All I want is to be with you once more

You will always be inside my heart
And you should know
That I wish I could have never let you go
I hope that I'll have a place in your heart too
Now and forever still the one and for now
I'll still be singing this love song for somebody like you, 
My first love

You were always gonna be my love and you should know
Even if I fall with somebody else
I'll remember to love you (taught me how)
You're always gonna be the one
I'll still be singing this love song for somebody like you, 
My first love

If only..

If only things handled more professionally, we would still be together...

Only if I was smarter about what to do about the situations last year, we would still be together..

If only I wasn't so hot headed....

It's all a too painful to bear, now I can feel
Numbness

Turning point

I no longer like to go to the cinema to watch movies because I'm heavily reminded of u. I hardly eat my fav uncle bob chicken because we shared this regularly.. I hardly go any shopping malls because memories still lingers..

There was once I drink, drank and hardly drunk because my head was playing last our argument moments after you show me something I didn't wanna see..

There were times I felt like dying...

The 4 letter word.

Its been a long time since my last post.... I`m pretty sure nobody is reading this anymore. its a good opportunity to write this empty space..

Goshh, I don`t know where do I begin, my life has changed so much ever since I left this blog...
Back then was part time studying and part time boyfriend to my greatest love of my life. Now I can only say I miss my old life.... I was happy before I stepped into the working world.

I am now working for almost 3 years. 3 years of Hell and challenges. One word, NEVER BREAK UP WITH YOUR FIRST LOVE. Unfortunately I did. Lots of complication and through that and up till now I still think about her and us even though I thought of moving on. I don't know how to describe the situation I'm in and the situation I was in because I cant, I cant do this alone

Creative Tea bags ( In U.S only )

This gets me into the mood of drinking these tea =D

Christmas is here

Life is running on same routine.

Slow slow slow slow.
Always slow
Loading the internet page
How long will it take me to complete the task below



Merry Christmas

I SHALL BRING LIFE AGAIN OF ANY INTERESTING POSTS, EVENTS N SUCH.

STAY TUNED.

I am confused, messed up, clueless. disappointed.

I feel like I have been toyed all this while

Celebrate Hari Raya in Mid Valley Megamall =D

Celebrate this festive season

Here are some decorations of the Mid Valley
Let the picture do the talking


Rotiboy
Mini Kampung
MPH bookstore

Merdek-puuut

I know I know I am pleaded guilty for abandoning my blog I`ll update from now on as I`m free ^^ Ok so Merdeka is today Well, i went back to my sec school to witness some performance which i missed for 2 years already n visited ex-classmates n made some new ones ^^


Here are the snapshots of performance
=DD
Different uniform bodies combine n created this pose nice eh??


Cultural fashion show of different states


THe multi-racial dance by the students like party Haha
Group pic of fwenss =)



=DD